(Source: overhumor, via forgeeksonly)
that awkward moment when you choke on your own spit
I don’t mind the sun sometimes
The images it shows
I can taste you on my lips
And smell you in my clothes
Cinnamon and sugary
And softly spoken lies
You’ll never know just how you look
Through other peoples eyes
its important to look sexy, so i straightened my hair today
now i’m going to do some studying
productivity for the win
(Source: ACCLAI-M, via halchar)
So my quest for sexy has gone rather well so far, but I really need to take it to the next level, unfortunately, this means I need to divert more of time to it. My problem is I have the time, but I have a long to do list that I avoid. I can’t justify do something productive if there is some other productive activity of greater importance that I should doing. So instead I do something unproductive, waste my time.
So I need to banish my long to do list, it has been hanging over me for too long!!!
For starters: midterms this week. And then a rather large homework assignment due next week. After that, in order to make sure my to do list doesn’t grow further, I will need to stay on top of my other activities as well. Go to every class, keep up with the class readings, start going to yoga again. We’ll start with that, and then when I have legitimate free time, I will have to work on my to do list.
I should also note, that unwritten additions to the to do list are anything thats me out of my studio!!! Seeing friends, going for a walk are all perfectly acceptable. Playing Skyrim with no pants on can be sexy, but I have mastered that arena, time to polish off some other sexy attributes.
playing Skyrim with no pants on is sexy
lazy, but pretty, and kicking ass, I took down Alduin today
That is how much I weighed yesterday!! Making progress!! Let’s bring on the bikinis this summer!
I have to admit, I cheated a bit today, I had some pork bao for lunch, which isn’t the worst thing in the world, but I definitely could have picked something better. On the upside, I did a fair bit of walking today, so yay!
I have decided to embark on a quest, in true science fiction fantasy fashion of course. I am searching for my sexy. I was video chatting with my guy friend, get a little frisky, and he asked me: if I was going to try and be sexy for him, how would I do it? I had no idea! I have a very small arsenal of tricks, and I’m learning as I go. The major issue is, sexy is not an adjective I would use when describing myself.
This also comes at the same time as I have hit a major weight loss, I have finally dropped below 140 pounds, when a year ago I was most likely closer to 160. I want to love my body, I want to be nice to body, because if I treat it well, it will love me back. So I realized, the end goal of all of my efforts, to find the pinnacle of confidence that comes with feeling sexy.
Don’t get me wrong, I do not hate my appearance by any means, especially since I have made such stupendous progress in the last few months, I am a very confident person in general, but I think there is room for improvement, I just want to reach the top of the mountain.
I am also hoping to find the right balance between sexy and modest, I do not want to turn my appearance into a tool for attracting men, or women. It should elevate me, give people a positive first impression, catch their interest, and then I can blow them away with my incredible personality and intelligence.
hello, here’s a gif from my new #LNWC short